My time in Warsaw has come to an end
last days in Warsaw - Poland
My time here has been really good! I've gotten to know so many awesome poeple here and just experienced hospitality and being welcomed on a whole nother level.
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| At Wilanów caste with Rachel |
Being here has been a healing process and not necesserily an easy one. But I have to let new things happen, especially as I am in a season of change - my suroundings, myself and my outer being seem to be all changing at the same time. It's definitly dificult to see everything changing but it is good to know that God is in it eventhough I sometimes wonder where He is and where all of this is going to lead me.
Yesterday we were having a little BBQ with a couple of people from the YAM group I am attending and church. And one lady was then talking about how when we movve from one place to another there is always something that we will leave behind, something is sort of ripped out of our heart and is replaced with a part of the place and we have to let it happen and go through the grieving process of loss to let God make something even more beautiful and that our heart can grow bigger. While she was saying that I had a picture in my head that looked something like this:
Yesterday we were having a little BBQ with a couple of people from the YAM group I am attending and church. And one lady was then talking about how when we movve from one place to another there is always something that we will leave behind, something is sort of ripped out of our heart and is replaced with a part of the place and we have to let it happen and go through the grieving process of loss to let God make something even more beautiful and that our heart can grow bigger. While she was saying that I had a picture in my head that looked something like this:
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| (Let the hole be replaced by something new, something even more beautiful eventhough it hurts) |
Other from that this week is still going to be full of last visits and last days in school, including sleeping in school with grade 7 and just helping out whereveer I can. And by the end of this week I'l be back "home" (I'm not exactly sure what to call "home" anymore, it seems like I have so many homes by now) to be reunited with my family again - finally I have time again to talk to them face to face and catch up with my sister and spend time with her and my parents.
A lot has happened since I've started this blog, so much that it is almost mind blowing looking back where I was when I first started this and where I am now. My life has definitly changed for ever - dramaticly. I don't know where...but God knows. The only thing I really have to do is to trust Him and let go.
