The start fo a new beginning

SO I found a full time job plus a so called mini-job.

And that is also the reason why I didn't have the time or energy to write a new post.

This job has been and exhausting and I was counting the days until I finally was done working there. But God was faithful and gave me the job and much more in the past months.

I'm preparing for university slowly moving out of my home and starting to build up a new home.

In the last 3 months I worked 3.5 jobs. STarting with a 2 week long job at a company as a secretary, followed by a 3 month long contract at a drugstore and a 2.5 month long contract at a fast-food-fish restaurant. Somewhere in between I started tutoring via skype.

I went through tones of ups and downs, wanting to quit but still enduring hours of seemingly worthless dehumanizing work. Isometimes thought, do they people even see that I'm a human just like them. It's really eye opening to work in jobs like that, because you learn to see people behind the counter and learn to view them as people of equal worth, you start seeing the things that happen in the backround so you can actually get what you need let it be the grocery store next door or the fast food restaurant down the street. The people working there are people like you and I and are doing their job the best they could possibly do and some of them actually love what they are doing, it's their passion (I know it definitly isn't mine). But now I can somehow sympathize with people working in those jobs. I hope I won't forget the experiences I had and the hardships I went through. Oh it definitly wasn't pleasent and I still am in a place of searching fro various things and learing to trust the Lord and learing to fall into his arms.

Although I have my flaws I know that He is working through and in me and I hope He'll use my trip to KIEL (north of Germany) to bring me closer to Him and that I will actually get to know more of is character and who He really is.

So I'm travelling it's a good feeling being up in the air again, flying to a new place and having the chance to get to know something new.

What will I be doing after that?

I will be moving to Erlangen to study. God put everything in place! SInce the end of July I have a room, passed the important english test for university and additionally got a job in university as well...the only thing missing is the right church, but I'm pretty much surroundedby other Christians, which is nice to have after being surrounded by non-christians for the past 13 years.

All in all I'm excited for the next chapter in my life.